1. feel sad, 2. FeeLing Sad =(, 3. Feeling Not Wanted, 4. DESPERATE FEELING, 5. When Mrs. God's Sad..., 6. day 10_sad, 7. The end ?, 8. When I feeling sad, 9. Feeling sad, 10. Today I'm feeling sad, 11. Sometimes I'm feeling sad..., 12. torquay by camera phone
Not sure why I'm feeling the way I am this morning.....well, that's a lie, I do know why. I'm sure it's partly because I'm so tired from staying out past my bed time last night. Had a great time trick or treating with friends and they're kids. There was a big group of us, bundled up and slightly beer buzzed. It was getting a little too chilly for the kids so we headed back to the house after a round through the neighborhood.
My main reason for the blues is...big surprise....work. I do blog a lot about my job, I know this. You'd think I would quit whining and find something else but I've been here for almost 7 years, accumulated a good amount of vacation time, and I'm good at what I do. There's just a big pitfall in working in a small office with all women. It, at times, feels like high school. I hate it. I hated high school and I hate dealing with this crap at work.
I'm the type of girl that tells it like it is. I don't front. If I'm pissed off or happy, you'll know it. I don't play games, at least not the kind of games these women play. You've got a problem with me, come and talk to me. Don't give me the cold shoulder or act like I don't exist. It's childish and I'm done with it. Grow the F up, right? Are you feeling me on this? Ggrrrzzz. So guess who's going to have to do some confronting today? That's right, yours truly. I'm not going to be an outright bitch though. I know how to get through to them. I am a professional at work and only talk like this because it's my blog, my inner thoughts, and I consider all of you who read my blog my home girls so this is just a little moan and groan-fest.
Well, I'm already feeling a little better. It's really helps for me to get this down. I do have some great news to share but I can't just yet. You'll just have to wait a little ;) I'll give a hint....it has to do with December and my favorite cake. teeheee.....